I didn’t know what I ate for dinner that causes all these itchiness.

I’m so jealous! Because of sister’s wallet it’s pretty. I could have own one if I made up my mind properly.

I was wake up by prince’s barking and I don’t feel sleepy anymore.

Had a mini girls talk today and I finally figured out everything after almost 2 weeks time. I got no one to blame but my blurness again. It took me almost 2 weeks to understand what’s going on and with the enlightenment of Miss Toh. If not I would take roughly around 1month to understand whatkind of situation i am in now.

The problem lies on me again. Seriously when the girls asked me “what did I want?” I had no ideas either. It’s always because of my laziness to make decision or I just refuse to go think about it. I think my friends seem to understand my situation than I do.

In fact almost everyone told me the same answer, but I don’t know what’s keeping me either. I’m in dilemma now. I seem to lost faith in everything that causes me to become over protective towards myself and my friends.

I can’t blame him for not saying goodbye. I shall put everything into an end within 2 months time. Hopefully by then I can come up with a decision or conclusion.

At the meantime, I will just keep my promise. Work hard for school. I’m really trying my best to focus. This matter was rather disturbing because every time I thought about it = Insomnia .
Everyday those scenarios will at least flashback once in my mind.