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23 April 2010:)

12 November 2008 can be considered as one of the worst day I ever had in this year. I was panicky looking for my ITLG textbook while packing my bag. It’s lost and I had no idea since when I lost it. Morning time was very precious so I rushed out of home without noticing my dressing was rather off.

The whole day I don’t seem be to paying attention in class, I got side track easily by other stuff and my mood swing.

Instead was chatting with the girls about blogging. I still vividly remembered the reason why I started to blog. Another main reason is to remind myself about what happen before. Different people seem to have different blogging style. Some blogged with pictures while some blogged for the sake of letting others to see.

Have anyone wonder before who is read your blog right now? I seldom thought of it. Sometime you might get scary stalker like me, or put it in a nicer way “I’m the fan of the blog”. Tricia was shocked by the way I read her blog. HAHAHA! I don’t meant it but the front are considered small =D. I enjoyed reading everyone’s past entry. I will always start to explore from the oldest post to the latest post whenever I discovered a new blog. I find it entertaining as I can get to know what happen to them before. I only do that to selective people.
CMA test was rather manageable expect the multiple choice was rather tricky. I guess I got slight confident to pass the paper.

I headed home. I seem to be used to going on bus ride alone while listening to my mp3.


Sharing with others is a joy that’s what I learnt from my dad. He taught me this ever since I was a kid. I enjoy sharing things with friends or even helping them within my ability. But as I grow up, the environment changes along. I don’t seems to enjoy sharing as much as the past due Things like being taken for granted, being made use and etc. I still try to share as much as possible but I realized sometime being selfish and self centered is another way to protect you.
I don’t know why I feel that selfish people are happier.
I realized some my friends seem to understand me better than myself.

I feel that my life is in a mess now. I can’t manage it properly. I want go IBSM but no one wants to go. Dad encouraged me to go too. It’s the time to experience a different way of travelling. The feeling of traveling with friends and traveling with family is very different. But I don’t seems to have a lot chances to travel with my friends again. Haix…….

Hopefully tomorrow my internet access will be back again. These few days without internet made a great difference. I managed to focus to study for cma test at home because I got nothing to do expect for studying.

It’s mid November already. I’m still left with 1.5 months to go to finish year 2008.time really flies.
Insomnia night for me again. My eyes are dam m painful now. back to top?